broken heartt.... -Brianna

Gahh so i was texting Haley today then she told me something about Jacob so i texted him asking about it and it was true. it was about Jesus' new girlfriend. i told him i why i don't like her and he was so cool about it. the text reply i got was: do you want me to break them up? nd my reply was: i don't care. if yer gonna do it, do it cause you want to, dont do it fer me. he said he's going to do it. i'm not really sure how i feel. like i mean i understand he's being my big brother and all but breaking them up is kind of extream. but theenn i found out that he put his arm around her and she didn't do anything it was Jesus that moved it. that stupid little..... breath in breath out. i'm calmer now. i just- he deserves better than that stupid little.. TRAMP! ugh! so i told him "eff it break them up" so hes going to flirt with her. thats it, the rest is between Jesus and the Tramp. i just... shes gonna be the kind who cheats i can tell. and he doesnt deserve that. he deserves someone as loyal as he is, someone who tells him he loves him but totally means it. someone who makes a ton of inside jokes with him. someone whos aching when they dont see him. someone... someone who's going to name their kids Annabelle and Ty... ughhhhh :( why cant i live under a friggin rock where i would have no connection with the outside world?! it's make life soo much easier. ughhh.... im going to bed....