Wordle: The Life Of Teens

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Summer of 2011- Brianna(:

This summer has been going so smoothly!
I adore every minute of it!
There's only two days i don't go out,
Wednesdays and Thursdays. reasons why?
Wednesday i have TCSO so i don't go out just to save my energy for that
and Thursdays cause Ive got practice
(yes we practice all summer long! insane? a bit)
like okay here's my map out of last week.
starting with Friday:
I went to the Domain with Shelby(:
Saturday: Karaoke and went to spend the night at Shelbys house
Sunday: Spent the night again at shelbys house
Monday: i went home and went out with my family (:
Tuesday: I went to the Domain again :D
Wednesday: i had tsco
Thursday: i have practice tonight
Friday: i have a date x)
Saturday: i have another date and Karaoke :D
that's just one week x)
anyways there's 9 weeks left of summer,
a little less but you know rounding off(:
i might be going to Vegas next month, not sure, but i might :D
Im less then sure,
but there's a chance ill be going to South Padre Island in August(:
Like i mean it sounds like everything's all peachy, but there's of course things that have made me upset, but i have to over look them.
like Oscar and i were close again for a while, and then he just stopped texting me.
what did i do?
i deleted his number.
im not playing anymore,
and he is, so when he grows up maybe he'll have another chance.
I've also promised myself im not gonna date anyone until November,
just so that i can get settled into the new school year, and the crazy schedule.
Like Ive got band practice in the morning, and we might have after school practice as well, then Ive got robotics.
and this up coming summer, im doing summer school to get ahead, and ACC classes to get extra credits.
Did i mention my new life goal?
Early graduation, and early acceptance, full scholarship to UCLA.
For what? im not sure. but that's my goal.
Anyways, this summer im getting my
"Certificate of age"
so i can start working soon.
Oh, next summer, im also taking driving lessons (:
so that's whats up with my life.
Summer band starts in July. July 13th to be exact.
13th-15th
then 22nd-23rd
and then
two weeks before school starts,
and then daily x)
im excited.
i saw our costumes.
we got a new instructor.
new members.
new equipment.
and apperently everyone grew money trees.
Our payment, just for the marching season is almost $400
Im so scared to see what it'll look like for Winter guard!
So this year, i got 10 credits and my GPA so far is a 3.8
Im really proud of myself.
Couls you imagine me graduating at 16?
im already graduating at 17, so already a year ahead,
I'd start college at 16.
i mean id only be 16 for a month but stiiilllll.
Its a bit exciting.
Anyways so im gonna go enjoy this day before i start getting ready for practiceee
Enjoy your summer my dears(:

Thursday, June 9, 2011

I feel Weird... - Lauren

John and I are Five months on Tuesday.
Five  months. That's a long time, especially for me.
He's my first real boyfriend, and the first person to ever tell me he loves me.

Because of the fact that I had to wait until I was nearly -18- years old before this happened, I developed some issues. I didn't hate myself. but I didn't really think I was worth anything.
And because of -that- I had some terrible self-image issues and due to -that- I had... Intimacy issues. 
Well I've broken that. I broke through my issues and finally was able to open up and stop hating on myself, I finally understand that I -am- worth something to at least one someone, and so today...
Well lemme show you the message I sent to Sam and Shea after the fact.

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  • Lauren Nystul
    6 hours ago
    Lauren Nystul
    • Soooo...
      I was hanging out with John today, he was over to help me clean up and deal with shit, and I figure the both of you might kill me if I didn't tell you when my first time was, sooooo there's that. ^////^;; He ran to go get us lunch so I'm sending this. But dad just got home so I'm hitting send and making it go away now!

      Love yas!

      Please no murder. ♥
  • Spencer 'Spaz' Sanders
    • Not exactly how I thought you'd lose your viriginity but fair enough! Hope you used protection~ ♥ And noworries, I wont murder you... Not yet. >>
  • Shea Kilgannon
    6 hours ago
    Shea Kilgannon
    • :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

      You're too cute.
      My little girl is growing up so fast. :'D
      ♥
  • Lauren Nystul
    5 hours ago
    Lauren Nystul
    • You've thought about it? ^^;; And yes, of course I did. P: Yet? D: Is there a reason you're going to murder me? O.O

      Ooooomigod shea. XD So many smileys ^^;;
  • Spencer 'Spaz' Sanders
    • Well, I just knew you to be so conservative and what not. Plus with your last relationship with dog face.... I dunno, it was just sort of a surprise for me I guess. *shrugs* And good girl. Least you use your brain unlike your brother.
  • Lauren Nystul
    5 hours ago
    Lauren Nystul
    • I know. I didn't want to for a long time, but come tuesday we'll have been together five months... >///<;;
      Well Dog face and I never did anything, John was my first kiss. You know that. P: I'm finally completely over him and everything that happened. :3:3
      This whole thing is still a surprise to me, I'm still working on the whole believing someone else can like me like that thing, but... he really does love me. ♥ And I love him. ^/////^

      And you know me, I'm all brains. The boy one... not so much ^^;;
  • Spencer 'Spaz' Sanders
    • Indeed. Well, I'm glad you used your head hun. I hope you and him can go the distance. And ps, dog face lost something good.
  • Lauren Nystul
    2 hours ago
    Lauren Nystul
    • Thanks hun. ♥
      He did, didn't he...
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      So yeah. There's that. ^^;;
      And this is titled I feel Weird because I do kind of, but not like I expected. 
      I think i worked myself up for it to be this huge deal, and it really wasn't. 
      I just feel kindof dazed, and sleepy. Lol. 
      Though... somehow I do feel a bit different, I guess because of Sam's reaction to my being so conservative, I was. really bad. and I've loosened up a lot, so I guess I'm letting go of that conservative tight person who hates shorts and tank tops and swearing and showing skin... I'm loosening up, and calming down. It feels nice, I don't think I realized how tightly I was wound. 
      But... It's weird. I'm losing who I was for so long... It's not bad, I don't think, but it is definitely... Weird.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

BEST ever :D - Lauren

When I get all stressed, music is absolutely my best stress reliever.

It's even better when no one's home and I can blast my music at obnoxious volumes and sing at the top of my lungs until my voice breaks

Today I even added in dancing around like a complete idiot.

I feel great. :D