#$@%$-Brianna

so i raised the phone bill up to $400 :( im dissapointed in myself. i used like almost 1200 minutes last month. thats waayy to much. my mom says shes gonna cancel my phone but i think shes bluffing. its an extra $160 to cancle it so i guess we'll jsut see what happenes. so for the summer i got invited to go to Florida and Gorgia for two weeks. i reeeeaalllyyyy wanna go! like soo bad, but now after what i just did, i dont think thatll happen which really sucks cause i need to leave this... pathetic excuse for a town :) *lyrics from a song* but anyways i wanna leave because first. im tired of wasting 3 months of my life every year. its like... stupidd. and second, i need to leave texas. theres so much thats happening nd i cant handle it. things with my sister, my mom, my grandpa, and of course things with jason and seth. yesterday i almsot snuck a guy into my house. a guy that isnt my boyfriend. im 13 i shouldnt be doing these things! im so different and i like it in some ways. like now im more spontanious but like in bad ways. its only been 1.5 weeks but this sucks im so tired of being at home. like im glad we get breaks but i wish they did it differently. i really wanna go to get my mind off things. things that happened yesterday and yes, things that happened saturday. saturday. oh lovely awful saturday. i went to the mall with three very close friends. Shelby Nilsa nd Seth. we decided to watch a movie, so we walked over to the theater. we watched killers. the parts that i saw it was really good. not exactly funny but it was agood movie. the parts i didnt watch? well... i was making out with seth.. yeah... we made stupid excuses to walk out of the theater together, and then we made out. but thats not all i.. we did. i cant say it yet. but its badd. very badd. but i can admit one thing, seth? yeah, much better kisser than jason. nd it felt right. so i broke up with jason. but im not with seth... officially. nd i was supposed to go to his house on sat. but i got in trouble so i cant leave this house without my mom there. but im hoping to get on her good side fer the next two weeks so that a. i can go to the mall with lexi garza and seth next sat. and b. i can to go to florida and goriga.

"But the summer is a bummer
If you can't leave
This pathetic excuse for a town"