Today -Nilsa

Today, just... ugh. Why did today have to happen today, of all days? I HATE today. In fact, I think I can think of a negitivly toned thing about today for every letter of the alphabet.
A- "Always" is often used when lying
B- Brakes. I need to take my foot off the gas.
C- C-Blockers suck
D- Don't say anything unless you mean it
E- Everybody makes mistakes, but it's better when you address them and grow off of the things you learn.
F- Finding things out through others is not something I want to do
G- Good friends are hard to come by
H- Help. That's what I need. I need a friend, which I have many of, even at school, but sometimes drama brings out the worst in people and leaves you feeling hopeless.
I- I don't know if there's anyone I can trust with my secret. If anyone, it would be her, who I love to death, but am also ridiculously confused about.
J- Jumping to conclusions somehow always ends up being the right thing to do in my case. However, I tell myself not to, and I end up regreting it every time.
K- Kool-aid. I need Kool-aid. But do I have any? NO.
L- Lexi is moving
M- Maybe my old friends are more convincing than I thought
N- Not that the movie plan was too big of a deal anyways...
O- Other than you, who can I trust?
P- Perhaps... no, definitly. I will give up if this happens again.
Q- Quails. I want one.
R- Realize that I love you guys, and I'm not mad at anyone.
S- Suspect me not before confrontation
T- Talking: never take it for granted.
U- Unless I'm inmaginging things, this could end badly, like it did last time
V- Viagra sucks. People die.
W- Why? What could have happened between last night and this morning?
X- X-friends leave brusises on the soul
Y- Yes, I feel ditched, deserted, and dumb
Z- Z. It's depressing how I can't think of anything to use with the letter Z.

So, I hope you enjoy the summary. I pray that I won't regret posting this later.