Lifes a rollar coaster -Breanna

it is... it really is. and it REALLY sucks. the good thing is that you know, after a big down hill fall, comes another higher up. starting on the 29th, my life has been...horrible. but today, everything got soo much better!! On Monday, jason put us on 'pause' nd me nd Oscar were growing apart, and me and my mom got into this huge fight, then when i got home, i found out some really shocking news. it was sooo much to handel for me. i was having suicidal thoughts. i really was. So yesterday i was like really just... out of it. it was soo weird. nd i ignored everyone but D'angelo Oscar nd Mileena. But today was one of the best days ever. Me and Oscar are closer than ever, Jesus got sooo jealous of me and Oscar cause i guess we were sorta flirting, but to us, we were just messing around, then Jason got jealous of Oscar so he pressed play. he was threatened by my best friend!! haha! then i found of some really good news, then me and D'angelo and Isayana were talking on the bus, and we realized how much next year is gonna suck cause we wont see each other, nd how after rehearsals, we wont see each other. although it was a sad moment, i loved it. like that was a side id never seen od D'angelo. but anyways. everything good was basicly, after school. Jaason wwore his muscle shirt, which he tends to wear when were not talking er were in a tiny fightt. haha. so okay lemme explain what happened with Oscar. i stole his walet nd we were running around nd he tried to get it back then Jason came out nd he was all joking around nd all "give him back him money" nd all thatt nd he put his hands on my waist *which i lovedd* nd so i did. nd oscar said he was missing some so jason checked me, nd i told oscar to check fer himself so he did then i turned around nd jason goes can i check there? nd i was like sureee.. then after that he "pressed play" nd i gave him a hug, and we were so close to kissing!! so so so sooo close! but then HE pulls away and goes well ill see you tomorrow.. nd iwas like okay, nd i walked away nd he goes tomorrow nd i turned around nd go what? nd he goes we'll finish up tomorrow. nd siiiighh. i loved itt. i really did :) nd then Jesus was starring at me nd Oscar nd he gave me thse eywes i hate soo muchh. those "look at what im missing out on" bahaha you loser! thats what happens when you let the best damn thing escapee! im done fer now got homework and dinner :D haha bye!