Do I Really Want Him? - Haley

Ugh so My feelings about F. are coming back. and Today he asked me out again.

I thought SOOO hard about saying yes but I wouldn't cheat on Chaiya.

Idk I miss him SOOOOO much. I can't believe he asked.. I might go back to

Garcia just to see him. I wanna go somewhere with him. But I love Chaiya..

and I know it seems like he doesn't love me but I know he does, he's just busy

and I can hold my own but I really don't like long distance.. and F. is just down the street.

Idk... Maybe this week or next I'll go somewhere with him. Lady Gaga has been my new

obsession. I love her! Why can't music play when dramatic things happen in my life like in the

shows? UGGGGH, Chaiya probably thinks I'm going to cheat but im NOT! UGHH

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I wonder if he really does love me like he said he does.

We'll find out!

- Haleyy Maay