It's always sad when a friend leaves. I have a friend who's moving to Florida in a few days, and yesterday was probably the last day the three of us will hang out. See, we like to go on adventures. We went to Barton Springs then adventured around Austin. It was really fun. =D But, it's bittersweet. I'm really going to miss these when he moves. Montanna and I have to find a new third who can drive us around, but it won't be the same. I'm gonna miss him. =( He's coming back to visit in December, but still. I hate that anytime I get close to someone new they tend to just leave. >> It's sad, and it sucks.
On another note... Almost Potter Camp! =D
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Chance #2 -Nilsa
So now Matt has once again asked me out. It's pretty weird that he had to do that, since I was unaware that we had broken up. He seemed sincere though, so I said okay... but was it a mistake? If I'm gonna be with someone, I need them to pay attention to me. And you would think that the most attention would come in the beginning of the relationship. I guess I'm just worried, it's only been like a day;) But just based on last time, there was a little bit of a lack in the attention/talking/communication area. I'm not much for 3rd chances.
gahhhh!!!!!!!!!-Brianna
I'm going insane in this house.. literally i cannot wait til school starts again. I'll admit we fight more during the school year because there's a lot going on, but when we fight over the summer, they're huge fights. lots of yelling involved.
this is just stupid. okay so i asked to go to Florida/Georgia for two weeks with one of my best friends. its a long time and very far, but its with my best friend of 2 years. its not like it was someone else who i hardly knew, who jsut invited me out of no where. so anyways it was a free trip all expenses paid. i told her all the details, and gave her time to think. infact i gave her about 2 weeks to think. she still said no. i was mad but i got over it. Today my sister asked to go outta state with her BOYFRIEND, who she lost her v card to, for 3 weeks. my mom yelled at her, then said "fine"
is it me or is that just not fair?! like honestly think about it, compare them, if you had a daughter and she asked you to pick between letting her go fer 2 weeks with her best friend nd her family, or with her boy friend and no one else, which would you choose?! i've posted this on myspace facebook twitter nd even here, but once again, i state, I DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY MOMS THINKING!!
So since i was supposed to leave this up coming weekend, and im not, im trying to make plans, like going to nilsas house fer a few hours during the day, hanging at the mall, having shelby, lexi, or nilsa come over fer a few hours or spend the night... my mom yelled at me cause she doesnt want me making so many plans... shes really starting to piss me off.. like really?! im a fucking teenager, i can only do nothing for so long.
Martin leaves on Wednesday nd should be back thursady night. i was hoping to see him this weekend but no. first my mom said no. second. hes busy. its not fair! Alexis *my sister* gets to see her boyfriend like 5 days out of the 7 in the week. i know its easier fer her cause hes got a car and all but still.
im the kid my mom doesnt have to worry about yet she has a tighter leash on me than anyone else in this house. i dont understand why. im the one who has never sneaked out, never lied about where i was or who i was with, ive never come home with a grade lower than 71, im the one whos decided to "save herself til marriage" because of what my sister did, im the one who tells my mom everything that goes on in my life even though it seems as if she could care less. im the kid that has to act as two because my sister hardly talks to us anymore. yet she lets my sister go where ever with who ever when ever. its fucking stupid.
i dont think my sister understands what she has. she has the freedom to do whatever she wants yet she somehow found a way to fuck it up nd make my mom get all strict on us. even me, the one who hardly does anything bad minus forgetting to wash the dishes every so often. literally, the child anyone would kill for! im not trying to brag or anything but seriously! im an amazing kid! compared to 98% of teenagers out there, im practically perfect! but i somehow get stuck with a sister who lies, cheats, sneeks around, talks to much, tries to act like an adult, and thinks shes old enough to do whatever she wants. but you know what? if shes old enough to have sex, she should be old enough to pay her own bills, get a job, or even learn to fucking clean up after herself!
God... shes so fucking immature for a 15 year old... or maybe im just to mature for a soon to be 14 year old.
i just hate how i got stuck with a sister whos my total opposite. i know everyone says you should love your family and blah blah blah but honestly? its hard to love someone who causes so much pain, heart break and disappointment.
sighh i think ive let all my frustration out... now if only Martin would text me backk... :(
this is just stupid. okay so i asked to go to Florida/Georgia for two weeks with one of my best friends. its a long time and very far, but its with my best friend of 2 years. its not like it was someone else who i hardly knew, who jsut invited me out of no where. so anyways it was a free trip all expenses paid. i told her all the details, and gave her time to think. infact i gave her about 2 weeks to think. she still said no. i was mad but i got over it. Today my sister asked to go outta state with her BOYFRIEND, who she lost her v card to, for 3 weeks. my mom yelled at her, then said "fine"
is it me or is that just not fair?! like honestly think about it, compare them, if you had a daughter and she asked you to pick between letting her go fer 2 weeks with her best friend nd her family, or with her boy friend and no one else, which would you choose?! i've posted this on myspace facebook twitter nd even here, but once again, i state, I DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY MOMS THINKING!!
So since i was supposed to leave this up coming weekend, and im not, im trying to make plans, like going to nilsas house fer a few hours during the day, hanging at the mall, having shelby, lexi, or nilsa come over fer a few hours or spend the night... my mom yelled at me cause she doesnt want me making so many plans... shes really starting to piss me off.. like really?! im a fucking teenager, i can only do nothing for so long.
Martin leaves on Wednesday nd should be back thursady night. i was hoping to see him this weekend but no. first my mom said no. second. hes busy. its not fair! Alexis *my sister* gets to see her boyfriend like 5 days out of the 7 in the week. i know its easier fer her cause hes got a car and all but still.
im the kid my mom doesnt have to worry about yet she has a tighter leash on me than anyone else in this house. i dont understand why. im the one who has never sneaked out, never lied about where i was or who i was with, ive never come home with a grade lower than 71, im the one whos decided to "save herself til marriage" because of what my sister did, im the one who tells my mom everything that goes on in my life even though it seems as if she could care less. im the kid that has to act as two because my sister hardly talks to us anymore. yet she lets my sister go where ever with who ever when ever. its fucking stupid.
i dont think my sister understands what she has. she has the freedom to do whatever she wants yet she somehow found a way to fuck it up nd make my mom get all strict on us. even me, the one who hardly does anything bad minus forgetting to wash the dishes every so often. literally, the child anyone would kill for! im not trying to brag or anything but seriously! im an amazing kid! compared to 98% of teenagers out there, im practically perfect! but i somehow get stuck with a sister who lies, cheats, sneeks around, talks to much, tries to act like an adult, and thinks shes old enough to do whatever she wants. but you know what? if shes old enough to have sex, she should be old enough to pay her own bills, get a job, or even learn to fucking clean up after herself!
God... shes so fucking immature for a 15 year old... or maybe im just to mature for a soon to be 14 year old.
i just hate how i got stuck with a sister whos my total opposite. i know everyone says you should love your family and blah blah blah but honestly? its hard to love someone who causes so much pain, heart break and disappointment.
sighh i think ive let all my frustration out... now if only Martin would text me backk... :(
Friday, June 25, 2010
..wait i cant dance! -Brianna
okay so thats true but that has nothing with what im about to talk about.. like at all. so my boyfriend is in LA fer the week. it sucks cause he can hardly text but i understand cause i know hes out there having funn. okay so he just texted me :) anyways.
not much is happening at mi casa, its the same old same old. go to bed around 3-4, wake up around 11, watch tv, get on the computer, clean, sleep. oh and in there i manage to fit text... a lot. but ive gotten a new neighbor recently who happens to be one of my very close friends. so im helping fer move in. shes taking boxes over today nd in about 20-35 mins im going over again to help her :)
when shes in and settled, which will be by at the latest tuesday, were gonna be able to have movie nights all the time, my mom and hers can make coffee runs, with donuts like they did last... in 7th grade. we can movie nights til 3 am and then i can walk home or she can walk home, or we can stay the night since were just down the street. its gonna be really awesome
i just cant wait til school starts, like now i wish i was going to manor high, cause now much fun would it be, to get ready with haley, nd then wait at the bus stop together, and walk in on our first day with already so many inside jokes. that and martin's still not into new tech which sucks a lot. like its my education, but i really am thinking about just transfering to manor high cause i dont wanna try a long distance. so i guess well just see how it all goes :)
now i am off to go unpack boxes with my neighbor :D
not much is happening at mi casa, its the same old same old. go to bed around 3-4, wake up around 11, watch tv, get on the computer, clean, sleep. oh and in there i manage to fit text... a lot. but ive gotten a new neighbor recently who happens to be one of my very close friends. so im helping fer move in. shes taking boxes over today nd in about 20-35 mins im going over again to help her :)
when shes in and settled, which will be by at the latest tuesday, were gonna be able to have movie nights all the time, my mom and hers can make coffee runs, with donuts like they did last... in 7th grade. we can movie nights til 3 am and then i can walk home or she can walk home, or we can stay the night since were just down the street. its gonna be really awesome
i just cant wait til school starts, like now i wish i was going to manor high, cause now much fun would it be, to get ready with haley, nd then wait at the bus stop together, and walk in on our first day with already so many inside jokes. that and martin's still not into new tech which sucks a lot. like its my education, but i really am thinking about just transfering to manor high cause i dont wanna try a long distance. so i guess well just see how it all goes :)
now i am off to go unpack boxes with my neighbor :D
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
everythings perfect-brianna
hearts... again... everywhere. but then theres some more in places where theyve never been. although ive loved someone before ive never been IN love. i thought i was with jason, but martins ... quick change in subject nilsa was just currently rubbing lotion on my arm got any mental pics guys? ;)... so different. like hes not afraid to just randomly text me and tell me he loves me, or call me his baby girl. or anything very cute :) so at my house theres something wrongg.. my mommy cut off the internett.. well sortaa. shes just changing companys so in the meantime, while we wait...nilsas starring at me... we have no internet making it just a weee bit harder to survive the summer bore. its sad... but you know.. i'll live... ha anyways monday i found out that one of my best friends is moving in literally down the street from me. i love it! im helping her move in on friday and she'll literally be just 30 seconds walking distance. i can go over 24/7 she can come over 24/7 its gonna make my summer.. no wait martin already did thatt:)) okay well me nd nilsa are about to go watch a british movie and drool over their accents so goodnight and goodbye... <- jonas brothers song... havent listened to them in a whilee.. oh the memories... :)
Missing Her - Lauren
It's been a year now since I last saw my best friend. She came down last June and stayed for three weeks. I miss her so much... She's my best friend, my sister, my shoulder to lean on when things get rough, she's like my other half, and I miss her so much... I would do anything to have her back here and away from her hateful parents. I want her back here with me. <\3 she should be here. It's where she belongs. And now... Instead of sending her down for some part of the summer her dad wants us to wait till Christmas break? And I don't know if I see my dad being cool with that. She's my sister, being with her on Christmas would be the greatest, but my dads very big on family time. Which is good generally, but I consider Sam some of my closest family, and he does not. >> I don't want to have to wait until Christmas time to maybe see her... I want my best friend back. Now.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Today was a fairytale -Brianna
I think it was today :) haha okay well first martin asked me out at midnight.... he wrote me a poem to do it :D it was sooo beautiful I'm really sad we cant put hearts here, but if we could there would be about 20 of em right about here <-ha kidding.. but seriously. hes like super amazing and now i cant wait til we see each other in person. yesterday we were like joking around but we literally planned our life together. I'm gonna be an actress/singer owning a 14 bedroom 20 acre house/lot living with Cesi, Lexi, and Nilsa, and then my bro, Isaac and martin. Mark*my bro* is gonna be an artist, Martin is gonna be a basketball player fer the LA Lakers :D us four girls will all be doing something in the entertainment industry, and Isaac is the maid. me and martin are gonna have two kids of our own, one boy, one girl, and then adopt one *not sure if its gonna be a girl or boy yet* and after he wins his games, I'm gonna run down to the court with the kids and he'll kiss me then the kids, then we'll drive home. and then every chance he gets hes taking the kids to all my concerts :D isn't it nice? well my attitude totally just changed cause i found out were going out to dinner as a family.. :).... with Stephen.... bull... i am off nowwww...
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