Boys, Boys, Boys... -Brianna

I don't understand them... they're so... complicated. Let me give you a list of how complicated my "love" life can be. One, Jesus. Two, Jason. Three, SETH. FOUR. MARTIN. four guys I have to juggle with. jesus, were never getting back together, thats a duh! moment. but he's been calling me behind his girlfriend's back and it bugs me because of what Jason and Seth did to me. Jason, we broke up and I feel terrible about it, but theres no possible way we can get back together, it's out of my control. you know? Seth: lying, cheating, jackass. nuff saidd. Martin, oh geez.. Martin. hes so... perfect. and amazing. and sweet. and the worst part? hes so considerate of everyones feelings. So I listed perfect amazing and considerate of everyones feelings. Why is this a bad thing? Because that's whats keeping him from asking me out. He likes two other girls and he doesnt think it's fair that he goes out with anyone while he likes anyone else. But I mean hey, if it's ment to happen it'll work out. It always works out fer the best rightt? :)

everything can change in 24 hours -Brianna

for example. i found out Seth was cheating on his GIRLFRIEND.....with me. yes.. he had a girlfriend. names Leana I think thats it. wanna see our convo?
me: hey uhh.. someone told me to ask you about someone named lena? idk.. but im askingg. (sent at 5)
*no response**
me: hey movies are canceled on sat. sorry *sent at 7*
seth: y *sent at 7:05*
*our texts were constant now*
me: just changed plans..
seth: y
me: we just did its not that big of a deal jeez..
seth: wow ur lying
me: okay whatever you dont have to believe me i really dont care anymore
seth: whats with the attitude
me: ask lena she might know
seth: okay idc. whats your problem? you knwo what i dont care yer not my problem anymore. and spell her name right damn.
seth: oh and its over
me: naww reallyy?? okay but see i dont understand why yer getting all pissed at me im not the one who did this shit. *sent at 11:something*

still 12 hours later, havent heard anything from him. oh well. like he said, im not his problem hes not mine. i dont care. im just pissed he did this. clean slate... gone. hes full of himself anyways..

so right after i got the "spell her name right" text jesus called me. outta the blueee. just called me. he told me seth is being a "dick wad" lol. it was fun talking to him but its like, why are you calling me tonight, when im crying and sounding horrible? but at least i got to talk to himm.

so after we hung up, i started texting martin. yes martin. hes so amazingg. he sorta asked me out but he said hes giving me time from boys cause of what seth did. ha. i do like martin but him nd lexi, i dont even wanna bring it up to her. like thats back stabbing her. sortaa... but i guess we'll just see what happens :)

thats about it.. i guess. i sttiiiill dont know my answer fer fl, but as soon as i know ill blog about it. even if its just 3 words. haha :))