So last night i got no sleep.
well five hours, but thats nothing compared to the long day ahead of me.
anyways i went to bed at 9 woke up at 2
i had a text from oscar so i replied to it hoping hed text me back.
why? i couldnt sleep x)
anyways even though i wanted him to, i doubted that it would happen.
to my surprise ten minutes later he did reply.
we texted til about 5:30
then he said he was going to sleep x)
anyways so i havent been able to sleep since then,
and so im uberly glad its late start so that im not rushing at all.
the things we talked about you wonder?
Well we talked about our kids, Annalise and Alfredo Jiames Perez :P
And we talked about the far future,
and we told each other stories,
then we talked about how hes gonna get fired from him job because he puked on his bosses shoes cause i made him drink a lot the night before,
then we talked about wht would happen if we were married, then we talked about his uncle, then making him unshy, and then, the sweet comments came in.
"banana berry? <3 im holding my blanket really tight" (insider)
"ily banana berry. i jst wanna sleep w u"
"next time we hang out, or date, or whatever lets just devote like 2 hours to 'leeping? plz(: i just wanna sleep and dream with you"
"lolol! i wanna be holding you when we 'leep"
And then, the Spanish came in <3333333
"Brianna?" Te quiero aqui conmigo"
"yo quiero sonar contiho. yo me quiero dormir abrasondote"
and then he went to bed x)
its all really sweet and flattering x)
anyways, i have homework to finish before school x)
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Japaan much? -Haley
Hey blooog(:
Well Ive had one of the best days I feel so productive. I went to my meeting and I had sooo much fun. I met so many new people and learned a lot of things for my trip to Japan in 5 months! Me and Savanna are still friends and I met Kourtney, which I have to say, she is pretty amazing. I finished all of my quizzes and finally got my travel journal. I feel like time is finally moving ! and as for me and Chaiya, we hit a little bump in the road but other than that we're pretty good. I've decided not to get on facebook more than 3 times in a day excluding my phone, because i need to learn all the Japanese I can learn! and pass all my classes and pass TAKS and go to Japan~ I have a lot to do with the project fair, passport, moving, school work, friends, boyfriend, keeping up with the emails and things that are due in order for me to go to Japan. Waah I feel good, having a lot to do. I like this feeling. Well sayonara for now, Blog
Arigato Gozaimasu (:
Oyasumi o motte !
Ja Matta Ne
Well Ive had one of the best days I feel so productive. I went to my meeting and I had sooo much fun. I met so many new people and learned a lot of things for my trip to Japan in 5 months! Me and Savanna are still friends and I met Kourtney, which I have to say, she is pretty amazing. I finished all of my quizzes and finally got my travel journal. I feel like time is finally moving ! and as for me and Chaiya, we hit a little bump in the road but other than that we're pretty good. I've decided not to get on facebook more than 3 times in a day excluding my phone, because i need to learn all the Japanese I can learn! and pass all my classes and pass TAKS and go to Japan~ I have a lot to do with the project fair, passport, moving, school work, friends, boyfriend, keeping up with the emails and things that are due in order for me to go to Japan. Waah I feel good, having a lot to do. I like this feeling. Well sayonara for now, Blog
Arigato Gozaimasu (:
Oyasumi o motte !
Ja Matta Ne
Okay So- Brianna
So a lot happened this week.
Me and Oscar broke up,
projects were started
projects were due,
i saw my two best friends two days in a row,
and i realized how much i miss them like crazy.
Okay so Oscar and I broke up on Monday morning.
It was really mutual, but i brought it up.
The thing I told him was that
I'd rather lose him now as a boyfriend,
than get into a fight about something stupid,
and never talk to him again.
You know?
But now that I think about it,
I shouldn't have done it.
We're so perfect for each other that like it was really stupid to have broken up
even my mom said that the next time he comes over shes going to sit us down and tell us how stupid we are for braking up.
But regardless,
now we're even closer than before,
and with the conversation we had last night,
I have a feeling we're going to get back together.
It was a really nice conversation.
It was literally about nothing, and everything at the same time.
You know?
Well anyways, for now, My best friend remains my best friend and nothing more.
We'll we started a geometry project this week.
I like my partners, Aaron and Caleb.
Aaron: i used to have a crush on last year :P thinking back its quiet funny.
Caleb: hes pretty cute, and funny, but egh, not my type.
anyways, i think ill do good working with them, which will hopefully keep my grade in there above a 90 and maybe this 6 weeks ill have an A(:
my Psycho-Tech Writing project was due.
as a group we got a 98
oral communication i got a 92.
not to bad i suppose, but it could be better.
I'm anxious to see my grades for this progress report x)
Im really trying to focus on school.
And its not as hard as i thought it would be.
Like before id be like
"well no big deal at least im not failing"
but now i really wanna try to get straight A's
Just to prove to myself that I can do it.
Anyways.
So Decker had their auditions for the one act play this year on Tuesday.
That morning i texted my two favorite people ever and wished them luck on auditions.
Little did they know that id be there for them supporting them.
I went to Decker after school to surprise everyone.
Seeing them again felt soo amazing.
Like being able to actually hug them and see them,
it was just great.
I miss them more now that i dont see them though.
Like on Thursday morning i thought to myself
" Oh well brianna, this is your life now. Dont get to used to seeing them. Not for another two weeks at least"
it sucks a little but i know that in 7 months for sure one of them will be with me at new tech.
Well that has been my life for the past week
I hope you enjoyed it :P
Me and Oscar broke up,
projects were started
projects were due,
i saw my two best friends two days in a row,
and i realized how much i miss them like crazy.
Okay so Oscar and I broke up on Monday morning.
It was really mutual, but i brought it up.
The thing I told him was that
I'd rather lose him now as a boyfriend,
than get into a fight about something stupid,
and never talk to him again.
You know?
But now that I think about it,
I shouldn't have done it.
We're so perfect for each other that like it was really stupid to have broken up
even my mom said that the next time he comes over shes going to sit us down and tell us how stupid we are for braking up.
But regardless,
now we're even closer than before,
and with the conversation we had last night,
I have a feeling we're going to get back together.
It was a really nice conversation.
It was literally about nothing, and everything at the same time.
You know?
Well anyways, for now, My best friend remains my best friend and nothing more.
We'll we started a geometry project this week.
I like my partners, Aaron and Caleb.
Aaron: i used to have a crush on last year :P thinking back its quiet funny.
Caleb: hes pretty cute, and funny, but egh, not my type.
anyways, i think ill do good working with them, which will hopefully keep my grade in there above a 90 and maybe this 6 weeks ill have an A(:
my Psycho-Tech Writing project was due.
as a group we got a 98
oral communication i got a 92.
not to bad i suppose, but it could be better.
I'm anxious to see my grades for this progress report x)
Im really trying to focus on school.
And its not as hard as i thought it would be.
Like before id be like
"well no big deal at least im not failing"
but now i really wanna try to get straight A's
Just to prove to myself that I can do it.
Anyways.
So Decker had their auditions for the one act play this year on Tuesday.
That morning i texted my two favorite people ever and wished them luck on auditions.
Little did they know that id be there for them supporting them.
I went to Decker after school to surprise everyone.
Seeing them again felt soo amazing.
Like being able to actually hug them and see them,
it was just great.
I miss them more now that i dont see them though.
Like on Thursday morning i thought to myself
" Oh well brianna, this is your life now. Dont get to used to seeing them. Not for another two weeks at least"
it sucks a little but i know that in 7 months for sure one of them will be with me at new tech.
Well that has been my life for the past week
I hope you enjoyed it :P
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Oscar, Oh Oscar- Brianna(:
So weve only been dating 3 days,
but i love where our relationship is going.
We're still best friends,
but we add that little ingredient to our recipe that spices it up
you know?(:
Like i know him better than he knows himself,
and he knows me better than i know myself
and its simply because hes my best friend
not because hes my boyfriend
and not because weve been dating for 3 days,
and have been on dates,
and...no, its none of that,
its because hes my best friend,
and im really glad im dating him,
like i never noticed this but,
i dont like to be in bad moods around him.
ever.
theres been ONCE when i asked him not to tell me about his bad day cause i was in a horrible mood,
i gave in and let him tell me, and he ended up making me smile at the end of it,
and today i was in on so so mood, and he made it better,
just by making a stupid comment (:
He very sweet.
very polite,
so much sweeter than any of the other guys ive dated,
and were taking things slow and i like it!
maybe its just because of the distance,
but i like not making out with him after only a day of dating,
i like not being all over him,
i like having stories to tell him,
and hearing his stories
and not being like "yeah i was there"
You know?
every day its something new and i like it(:
So before he goes into the school building he texts me,
tells me hes leaving,
and turns off his phone until he gets home,
well today durring his lunch he texted me saying something along the lines of
"Banana Berry(: I'm at lunch, hope youre having a good day! Muah! Talk to you at 3:35(:"
The little efforts he makes you know?
and anyways, so after he texts me his "gtg to school berry ttyl!"
i text him back saying "okay have a good day ttyl" blah blah blah right?
well he told me that he turns off his phone before i reply so that when he turns it on, he has a text from me to read(:
Everyday.
Tell me thats not the sweetest thing ever(:
so yeah,
were still in that phase crossing from best friends to
boyfriend/ girlfriend.
Hopefully our February date helps just a bit(:
but i love where our relationship is going.
We're still best friends,
but we add that little ingredient to our recipe that spices it up
you know?(:
Like i know him better than he knows himself,
and he knows me better than i know myself
and its simply because hes my best friend
not because hes my boyfriend
and not because weve been dating for 3 days,
and have been on dates,
and...no, its none of that,
its because hes my best friend,
and im really glad im dating him,
like i never noticed this but,
i dont like to be in bad moods around him.
ever.
theres been ONCE when i asked him not to tell me about his bad day cause i was in a horrible mood,
i gave in and let him tell me, and he ended up making me smile at the end of it,
and today i was in on so so mood, and he made it better,
just by making a stupid comment (:
He very sweet.
very polite,
so much sweeter than any of the other guys ive dated,
and were taking things slow and i like it!
maybe its just because of the distance,
but i like not making out with him after only a day of dating,
i like not being all over him,
i like having stories to tell him,
and hearing his stories
and not being like "yeah i was there"
You know?
every day its something new and i like it(:
So before he goes into the school building he texts me,
tells me hes leaving,
and turns off his phone until he gets home,
well today durring his lunch he texted me saying something along the lines of
"Banana Berry(: I'm at lunch, hope youre having a good day! Muah! Talk to you at 3:35(:"
The little efforts he makes you know?
and anyways, so after he texts me his "gtg to school berry ttyl!"
i text him back saying "okay have a good day ttyl" blah blah blah right?
well he told me that he turns off his phone before i reply so that when he turns it on, he has a text from me to read(:
Everyday.
Tell me thats not the sweetest thing ever(:
so yeah,
were still in that phase crossing from best friends to
boyfriend/ girlfriend.
Hopefully our February date helps just a bit(:
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
day 2- Brianna
Second day dating Oscar.
Its starting to feel different,
Like more of a couple than just friends
you know?
It'll get there soon(:
Well just thought id update.
KBye Guys(:
Oh P.S. He keeps calling me girlfriend(:
I think thats pretty cuuute x)
Its starting to feel different,
Like more of a couple than just friends
you know?
It'll get there soon(:
Well just thought id update.
KBye Guys(:
Oh P.S. He keeps calling me girlfriend(:
I think thats pretty cuuute x)
Monday, January 17, 2011
My First Kiss... I feel like such a girl - Lauren
So uh... Guess what happened to me last night. Yeah. That's right. Somebody kissed me.
I was at the scare brainstorm meeting early, so I was sitting alone and reading, and as people showed up John came over and joined me, saying I looked lonely. I was reading and thinking about my last post, so I wasn't really up for too much company, but I welcomed his, he's always nice to hang out with. We talked for a while till the meeting was just about to start, then we got up, wandered a bit, then sat down again. The moment I sat down I was flanked by Charity and Montanna - they smooshed in against my sides and said I looked lonely. John considered for a moment, then took off his jacket and laid it against my legs which were folded against me, and used them as a back rest. I felt completely trapped and squashed - but not in a bad way. I felt loved. ^_^
So after a while of meeting Jarrett called a 5 minute break, which lasted more like 15, and we all got up, stretched, and walked around some. During this time Rowan grabbed my hand and pulled me into the hallway. She asked me if I liked John, and when I responded after a moment of thought that I didn't know she told me that she was pretty sure he liked me. I got all embarrassed and shook my head; I didn't really believe it and just kind of wrote it off. When we went to sit back down Montanna took up her seat, but John stole Charity's on my side, and after some failed convincing John to move she took his on my knees. We kept talking in whispers through some boring presentations by some less than fascinating characters, so we had to be close otherwise we wouldn't hear each other. Then.... Out of the blue he just leaned over and kissed me.
I was totally caught by surprise, and didn't really react, but when he pulled away with this really worried look in his eye I smiled really shyly because inside I was flipping out in what seemed like slow motion and scooted a little, then laid my head on his shoulder. He kind of muttered something under his breath and when I asked him what he said he did the whole "I didn't say anything" thing, and when I finally got him to tell me he looked all embarrassed and said I was really pretty - and when I was all embarrassed and said thank you, he kissed me again. This time I kissed him back. It was really nice... not exactly what I expected. I never expected my first kiss to be squashed under Charity and up against Montanna, I never expected it to be him, I never expected it to happen in a scare meeting hiding in the corner, I honestly had no idea what to expect about what it felt like... but it was definitely worth it.
When we pulled away he took my hand in his and gave me this really cute shy smile, and we settled in to watch the rest of the rather strange presentation.
We pretty much spent the rest of the time hanging out together, holding hands with the occasional stolen kiss or my head on his shoulder, kind of bouncing from group to group once it was over and everyone was wandering and hanging out. At one point when we weren't holding hands and Charity apparently just noticed things she dragged me aside and asked me if I liked him (To which I responded I think I did), because he had a huge crush on me, she could tell, and told me that she was pretty sure he was about as shy as I was and if I didn't ask him out she was going to tell him for me. I'm not sure how she managed to miss everything that was going on considering she was lying on my knees when it happened; I guess she was really focused. but yeah... We kept trying to escape his parents so they wouldn't make him leave, it was amusing. Rowan at one point ran up and glomped onto both of us announcing that we were "soooo cute!" and dashed off again, my brother just kind of reacted like... Oh now? What is this? ^_^;; Dork.
But yeah. I feel awesome. My tummy is all full of butterflies and my face is way too hot, but this was exactly what I needed to pull me out of the rut I had been in. I feel so much better about life... And I feel kind of ridiculous for it, but I do.
He wants me to go to Jarrett's overnight Paintball extravaganza birthday party... thing. It's on Jarrett's parent's ranch and everybody from scare was invited. I really want to go. I don't play paintball, but plenty of people go to watch. ^///^
Even if nothing comes of this I'm glad it happened... at the very least I know someone was interested in me enough to try. Which I didn't believe before now would ever happen.
He didn't exactly ask me out... but I'm honestly hoping he will. I do think I like him, despite thinking I'd never like someone shorter than me, I guess I proved myself wrong. ^///^
So thank you John Ilger.
And I like you too. :)
I was at the scare brainstorm meeting early, so I was sitting alone and reading, and as people showed up John came over and joined me, saying I looked lonely. I was reading and thinking about my last post, so I wasn't really up for too much company, but I welcomed his, he's always nice to hang out with. We talked for a while till the meeting was just about to start, then we got up, wandered a bit, then sat down again. The moment I sat down I was flanked by Charity and Montanna - they smooshed in against my sides and said I looked lonely. John considered for a moment, then took off his jacket and laid it against my legs which were folded against me, and used them as a back rest. I felt completely trapped and squashed - but not in a bad way. I felt loved. ^_^
So after a while of meeting Jarrett called a 5 minute break, which lasted more like 15, and we all got up, stretched, and walked around some. During this time Rowan grabbed my hand and pulled me into the hallway. She asked me if I liked John, and when I responded after a moment of thought that I didn't know she told me that she was pretty sure he liked me. I got all embarrassed and shook my head; I didn't really believe it and just kind of wrote it off. When we went to sit back down Montanna took up her seat, but John stole Charity's on my side, and after some failed convincing John to move she took his on my knees. We kept talking in whispers through some boring presentations by some less than fascinating characters, so we had to be close otherwise we wouldn't hear each other. Then.... Out of the blue he just leaned over and kissed me.
I was totally caught by surprise, and didn't really react, but when he pulled away with this really worried look in his eye I smiled really shyly because inside I was flipping out in what seemed like slow motion and scooted a little, then laid my head on his shoulder. He kind of muttered something under his breath and when I asked him what he said he did the whole "I didn't say anything" thing, and when I finally got him to tell me he looked all embarrassed and said I was really pretty - and when I was all embarrassed and said thank you, he kissed me again. This time I kissed him back. It was really nice... not exactly what I expected. I never expected my first kiss to be squashed under Charity and up against Montanna, I never expected it to be him, I never expected it to happen in a scare meeting hiding in the corner, I honestly had no idea what to expect about what it felt like... but it was definitely worth it.
When we pulled away he took my hand in his and gave me this really cute shy smile, and we settled in to watch the rest of the rather strange presentation.
We pretty much spent the rest of the time hanging out together, holding hands with the occasional stolen kiss or my head on his shoulder, kind of bouncing from group to group once it was over and everyone was wandering and hanging out. At one point when we weren't holding hands and Charity apparently just noticed things she dragged me aside and asked me if I liked him (To which I responded I think I did), because he had a huge crush on me, she could tell, and told me that she was pretty sure he was about as shy as I was and if I didn't ask him out she was going to tell him for me. I'm not sure how she managed to miss everything that was going on considering she was lying on my knees when it happened; I guess she was really focused. but yeah... We kept trying to escape his parents so they wouldn't make him leave, it was amusing. Rowan at one point ran up and glomped onto both of us announcing that we were "soooo cute!" and dashed off again, my brother just kind of reacted like... Oh now? What is this? ^_^;; Dork.
But yeah. I feel awesome. My tummy is all full of butterflies and my face is way too hot, but this was exactly what I needed to pull me out of the rut I had been in. I feel so much better about life... And I feel kind of ridiculous for it, but I do.
He wants me to go to Jarrett's overnight Paintball extravaganza birthday party... thing. It's on Jarrett's parent's ranch and everybody from scare was invited. I really want to go. I don't play paintball, but plenty of people go to watch. ^///^
Even if nothing comes of this I'm glad it happened... at the very least I know someone was interested in me enough to try. Which I didn't believe before now would ever happen.
He didn't exactly ask me out... but I'm honestly hoping he will. I do think I like him, despite thinking I'd never like someone shorter than me, I guess I proved myself wrong. ^///^
So thank you John Ilger.
And I like you too. :)
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Im...-Brianna
Im dating my best friend..
i dont know what else to say.
am i surprised?
not at all.
did i expect it to happen this soon?
no.
its hard to explain how it happened too..
it was soo.. difficult.
like we talked about dating,
we both said no
then he started thinking for a while
next thing i hear him say
"Kiss me again"
i replied "Oscar no we both agreed not to right?"
Then he hugged me and went for my neck.
I pushed him off a little saying no,
he said "please just one more"
and so we did.
he pulled out,
and with a confused face asks,
"Will you go out with me?"
it was actually really cute in a way.
later he told me what he was thinking about.
his ex.
most recent one.
said that after their second date he realized he had feelings for her, and so thats why he asked me to kiss him(:
Then after i did he realized he liked me.
Ah, as if out of a fairytale(:
God i loved our 8 and a half hour date :P
hehehe(:
i dont know what else to say.
am i surprised?
not at all.
did i expect it to happen this soon?
no.
its hard to explain how it happened too..
it was soo.. difficult.
like we talked about dating,
we both said no
then he started thinking for a while
next thing i hear him say
"Kiss me again"
i replied "Oscar no we both agreed not to right?"
Then he hugged me and went for my neck.
I pushed him off a little saying no,
he said "please just one more"
and so we did.
he pulled out,
and with a confused face asks,
"Will you go out with me?"
it was actually really cute in a way.
later he told me what he was thinking about.
his ex.
most recent one.
said that after their second date he realized he had feelings for her, and so thats why he asked me to kiss him(:
Then after i did he realized he liked me.
Ah, as if out of a fairytale(:
God i loved our 8 and a half hour date :P
hehehe(:
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